From Shireen Modak Holman - Left: Memories
of my Father, Artist's Book, 15" x 11", 1998. Right: Stream of Life,
Artist's Book, 13" X 14 1/2", 1995. |
| Megan O'Brien asked me to write about my work for the newsletter, and
suggested a few topics that would be of interest. So, I've tried to answer the questions
she presented. How did I start creating artist's books, and why did I choose this
format to present my ideas?
I've been a printmaker for about 20 years. A few years ago I saw an exhibit of artists'
books and realized that here was the perfect way to incorporate time and space into my
work. I had been using doors, windows and stairs as a way of showing movement and depth in
space and time. But a book has actual three dimensionality. By putting images on different
pages, I require the viewer to move backward and forward in the artwork. In order to
understand the theme of the whole work, the viewer has to put together the separate parts,
much as a listener has to do to appreciate a whole piece of music.
How do I find time to work and raise a family? Where do my themes come from? These two
questions are related for me. Working and raising a family at the same time has been
difficult. My family's needs always come first, and my work is so often put on hold. One
of the ways I have coped with this is by having my family be the subject of my work. I've
always used parts of my life in my work, so when my kids became the center of life, it
made sense for them to become part of my work. Before I had children, I lived in the
Boston area and commuted to work every day on the T. At first, I hated the noise and the
stink of urine in the old subway stations, which were used as shelters by the homeless in
winter. There were frequent long, unexplained, claustrophobic delays. But then I decided
that instead of being miserable, I could use this time underground in my work. I began to
take extra trips for photographing and drawing, and made a series of monotypes and
etchings which I call my subway prints.
When my daughters were young, I made a series of monotypes depicting the inner
perspective of a small child as she encounters the fear, mystery and wonder of the growing
world within and outside herself. I used monsters and mysterious creatures to represent
the different levels of consciousness and awareness that a person experiences at different
times of life. One of the problems I have found with using the lives of my children as
themes in my work is that the artwork with children in it seems to be taken less seriously
than work with any other subject matter. One woman who came to my studio a few years ago
said, after looking at some prints I was working on, "Do you only make pictures of
children?" She seemed to imply that a serious artist would find something better to
do!
My recent complete artist's book Memories of My Father, is a book of visual memories of
my father who died a few years ago. It combines memories of our lives in India, where I
grew up, and in the United States. This book is currently in the Book as Art X exhibit at
the National Museum of Women in the Arts, and will be there through Jan. 16, 1999. |